missing you..

what he wont understand is... i miss him
everyday..
the first guy who seems to like you
for who you are inside
not on the outside
he cared...or so i thought about me
talked...everyday...every hour...every minute..
but then that one day comes
when you...cant... see him like you used to
the switch between schools
leaves a gap
in your heart
in your mind
in your life
when finally a year has gone
you tell your friends, oh im happy i dont see him anymore
but on the inside
your heart continues to break
another guy finds a way to fill that gap
but then makes it worse
it makes you think about your "first love" even more
until you dont know exactly what to do
should you like someone else?
or should you wait..
for that guy
to close that gap once in for all
trying to "crush" on someone doesnt make you forget.
it brings back the memories even more
the days you laughed with him
the days you cried with him
the days he loved you
the days you loved him
as a brother
as a boyfriend
as your world